Wednesday, November 24, 2004
wat a tuesday...
the meeting started at 830am with bfast at 8am. it's a long day getting to know ppl and discover for myself how things are being worked out there. i wasnt feeling well yday mentally. juz felt kind of lost. hmmm m i using the correct word? aiyah juz feel tt i'm in the wrg place yday. the feeling i had was bad. the meeting ended in the late evening. off to meet 5588 for a ktv session. well we sang fr 7pm-3am. tt's lk v long lor. we sang many songs, fr those we know during our sec sch days to the present ones on the charts. as the night progressed, the sad feeling sank in. not sure if it was accumulated fr the meeting and the songs which i sang made it worse. i could feel the heavy tears at the corner of my eyes. glad tt they didnt overflow the banks and i headed to the washrm. perhaps it's my contact lens cos been wearing them since 630am. mayb it's all the factors bah...i dunno. reached hm at 3+am. took out my lens, did a quick wash-up n off to lala land.
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
2:12 pm
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